Angsty

I just want to make stuff.
Is that too much to ask?
No, I don't know exactly what yet.
No, I don't want to be a niche photographer.
No, I don't want anyone telling me what to do.
I just want to make stuff.
If I make money doing it, then fantastic.
If I don't, at least I'll be happy.

Other people have done it - why can't I? I follow a whole bunch of blogs about people who just freelance and make stuff and are incredibly happy with their lives.
That's all I want - to make stuff, and be happy.